Getting Impatient

Immunologist comes back from vacation next week.  Sleep study next week.  Getting impatient, not a panicky sort of impatient, just ready to get this over with sort of impatient.

I guess it just stems from the feeling like there is nothing I can do to fix this stuff at this point.  Not that things get magically fixed, but I do operate well with a mission and plan.  At this point, it feels like I have neither.  Well, I do have a plan.  Sleep study then surgery, but there is nothing for me to do day to day.