More lab results. More ways that lab results don't make sense for what we are thinking. More paths to explore. Hard day on AJ.
I don't have the strength to go into it right now and I feel like whatever I say will likely not apply a few hours from now anyway.
I am a Mom. I am the Mom. Some days I want to be JUST the Mom. I feel it must be true of all special needs moms. Some days I just don't want to be the Dr., I just want to be the mom. I don't want to be the detective I just want to be the mom. I don't want to be the eyes and ears of the far away doctors, I just want to be the mom. I don't want to be the dietitian, the allergist, the mad scientist, the physical therapist or any other therapist; I just want to be the mom.
Today is one of those days, but it is not an option. I guess I will just look forward to and remember to thoroughly enjoy the next day I get to be, just the Mom.
I don't have the strength to go into it right now and I feel like whatever I say will likely not apply a few hours from now anyway.
I am a Mom. I am the Mom. Some days I want to be JUST the Mom. I feel it must be true of all special needs moms. Some days I just don't want to be the Dr., I just want to be the mom. I don't want to be the detective I just want to be the mom. I don't want to be the eyes and ears of the far away doctors, I just want to be the mom. I don't want to be the dietitian, the allergist, the mad scientist, the physical therapist or any other therapist; I just want to be the mom.
Today is one of those days, but it is not an option. I guess I will just look forward to and remember to thoroughly enjoy the next day I get to be, just the Mom.
I completely, truly understand.
ReplyDeleteMe too. Me too!
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